lately have been fighting with depression mostly helping my gf but sometimes i don’t really know what to do eigther. stuff here is going worse every day. i’m the one who makes more money in the family just for helping a friend 
and know english a bit. almost every day now eating just 2 times a day and having a lot of hunger all fucking day. i’v lost like 17 pounds just sitting in my computer not doing any workout at all. i spend 80-90$ from the 100$-120$ a month i manage to make on my dogs… and all the rest of the money the family makes does not reach 50$. next month is going to be a salary raise for the country of 50% and the economy is soo bad that my gf`s mom will lose her job and idk.